It's a magic carpet ride
Every door will open wide
To happy people like you--
Happy people like
What a beautiful
Sunny Day
Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet
Can you tell me how to get,
How to get to Sesame Street?
It’s like the Sesame Street song was my
life’s soundtrack. I knew where I wanted
to go, but I couldn’t figure out how to get there. Nobody could tell me how to get to the place
where I was one of the smiling people for whom doors opened wide.
Once I started working with a trainer, and
learned how to eat, and quit doing things that I thought were healthy, but were
actually hurting my body and sabotaging my success, my life is different. 100
pounds later, I’m on the other side of the fence. I don’t have the perfect body yet, but as a
personal trainer, I’m helping people learn how to change their own story.
Sometimes people see the gigantic picture of
gigantic me that’s up at the gym, and after they say “That’s you?!?”, there’s a heavy pause. Then I know what’s coming. “I could never do that.”
I heard an interview on NPR with
singer/songwriter David LaMotte last week.
LaMotte is based in the mountains of North Carolina, and there’s a
largeness to his songs that I love.
Lately he’s spent a lot of time doing what I call “Justice Work”, and
has started offering seminars called “Change Your World.” One of the things he
said in the interview was that people have a “hero complex”, where they think a
hero is someone who does these huge, amazing things. It’s nice, but of course, not many people
believe themselves to be heroes. Which
mean that no one believes themselves capable of changing the world. He made the point that the world is really
changed by ordinary people doing lots of small things.
This notion has been nagging at me all week,
because maybe that’s how it is with losing weight too. Maybe most of us watch shows like The Biggest
Loser and think “that’s great for you, but I can’t give up my whole life to
lose weight.” Or you think, secretly, that you’re not disciplined enough or
determined enough or whatever else enough.
Or that you’re too busy, or too
old, or too broke, or too whatever else.
But what happens is that, at least secretly, you don’t actually believe
you can change enough to lose the weight.
As much as you’d like to get to “Sesame Street”, you don’t think anyone
can actually tell you how to get there.
But maybe the notion of having to be “hero”,
who does big, amazing things is stopping you from being healthy and happy.
Looking back, I did make some big changes.
But through the process, it never felt that way. It felt more like one small step here, and
one small step there. It was my trainer
telling me to give him just one more rep, and weakly saying, “I can do that.”
It was filling my body with good things to the point I didn’t miss what I
wasn’t eating. It was all the small things.
If I could give people one piece of
encouragement, I’d say “You can do this.
Start where you are. Get someone
who knows what they are doing to help you. (Seriously, there’s nothing worse
than floundering around in the gym, wasting your time, and not seeing
results.) And then put your head down,
give it your best effort. Choose food
your body needs instead of just what tastes good.
Then do it again tomorrow.”
Turns out, there’s no secret road to “Sesame
Street.” It’s just a lot of small steps.
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